Sigh. Been really busy with school and don't want to deal with anything else atm. It always feels like I'm going uphill with the amount of work to do. *mope*
Please disregard this post really... I just wanted to say it out loud.
Hm... I have about ~250 pages of reading I need to finish by 3pm tomorrow.. whoo hoo!!.... I might be able to get away with just 100-150...
I spent all weekend hanging out with one of my best friends who joined the military early this year and is now off for 4 years of contracted service... I'm sad I won't be able to hang out with him that much anymore, since he's going overseas (at least it's Okinawa).
I have an exam this Saturday, so no Loliday for me... need to start fishing for interest and/or planning FF concert meet up... consider going to Otakon... consider other meet up ideas....
Also, this Saturday, having dinner with my father who I haven't seen in years, with his new girlfriend and said I could bring any friends I wanted and seemed rather retrospective about about his past relationship with my mom (seen more positively now) and my ex-stepmother (urgh?). I wonder how my half sister is doing.
Basically, I'm still wondering how I haven't lost my mind yet.
3 weeks of (my 9 credit in 5 week) classes to go! *puts funny farm on speed dial, just in case*
P.S. I did write a paper out of my lolita fashion survey results.. but I'm only so-so satisfied with it.. and yet I get the feeling I'm not strongly motivated/have time to fix it just yet... not sure if anyone would be interested in reading it, haha, it's pretty bare bones boring in a way! If I just had time to fix it to make it more interesting....
I think I'm miserable with school. I want to sleep normally. I want a vacation...
Ugh. I don't know what to do. Ever since February, I've been trying to muster up the energy to organize a meet up, but I've been busy with the snow and the school.
And then there's the tea and tour in March. Every time I think about it.... I have a class at 12, that's suppose to run until 1:15, but usually never does. The guy is really strict about being on time, and bugs you even though you come in one or two minutes before 12, and starts a little before 12. So it's really stressful trying to think about how I'll go to class and then go to the tea, or to skip it altogether and worry about pissing the guy off (he's really ancient... like... 70 at least.. maybe 80...).. although when I think about it, it's not like he'll call someone out for being absent.. just my attendance/participation score.. although, I think it's really weird how he considers sharing notes "cheating". If someone is absent for the whole term, sure, but if they're absent once or twice, that's stupid to me.
Ugh, ugh, ugh.
Also, I'm doing a project on lolita fashion and sociology for my globalization of Japanese culture class :\ and I'm supposed to try to do some research of my own, but I don't know how that will fare. I hope people will be volunteer their views with me.
;____; there's always too much to doooo. For my fun time, I've been working on translating/playing Tokimeki Memorial Girl's Side. It's really fun, but I've probably been doing too much of that and not enough of the 80-100 page readings I should have been doing every week (20-30 for global affairs, 30 for east asian political economy, 40-60 for japanese culture) or the meet up planning that I wanted to do but felt too tired to, lol.
Story of people's lives, need more time to do everything they want.
At least I won't die bored, ahahahahaha!
I wonder if the ice rink is still open, it's been so warm lately ;o; omggggg *die*
.... I'm so exhausted between school and shoveling snow. ._. Okay, so maybe I've also been playing too much too. Tee hee.
Blah, class in a few, gotta read... :( so I'm thinking, ice skating.. still not sure where yet.. ice skating before season closes, then board games meet, since the cathedral meet is late in the month... -o-; I might not go again to the cathedral... depends on my class schedule..
Okay, will start on that after class today perhaps ._. so tired.
;_____; OMG, I spend so much time at GMU now (more like commuting there). I want more meeee tiiiimeeeeeeee.
I'm making new friends though :3 lots of fun.
In other news, I'm going to model in T-Mode's Japanese Fashion Show this Sunday. It's gotten so popular, they're having a second showing now Xd; Whee!
I kind of always wanted to model in a fashion show, but I noticed I'm not photogenic XD
I mean, I think I'm cute.. but man... I make the weirdest poses/faces, lol. And I slouch sometimes XD;
;_; Okay, I hope I will put on a good show though. Maybe meet people and network.
>_> And level up for that lolita meme. Oh yeaahh. *dork*
P.S. I think they're still looking for models if you're interested D:!!